Sunday, October 04, 2009

sod's law

Got my period this morning. Typical bad timing.

I feel full of dispair and I feel like time is marching by. In 6 months time I will be 40. Do I just stop then?
I have ordered a book about coping with childlessness on teh internet. I don't suppose it will help. I have a feeling that there will be another baby announcement before long. I have a feeling that if getting my period makes me burst into tears then very likely that will too.

I need a plan. I need to not be around. I need to work out what else to do with my life.

I am confused about the privacy settings on this site and am not sure who is reading my blog. It makes me nervous.

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